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May 06

to whom it may concern;

Of course I’m fucked. It’s because of people like you. People who were fucked even before I was. You probably called me names, which made me very self-conscious. You probably shot looks my way while you giggled with your friends off in the corner and it made my mind race, I always wondered what was wrong with me. You probably made plans with everyone in our group and “forgot” to invite me. I felt so excluded. You probably gave everyone else in class a Valentine’s Day card except me, which made me feel ugly. You probably never spoke a word to me, yet you thought I was weird and you told everyone so, which resulted in my having not a lot of friends and feeling so alone. You probably heard I had a crush on you and you rejected me in public, resulting in me fearing rejection and thinking nobody would ever want me. You always picked me last during gym class and it made me afraid to try sports and it made me think I sucked so bad.

Kids are mean.

Hopefully you’ve grown up a little since then. If not, you’re fucked.

Sincerely,

           Me.